Saturday, August 2, 2008

The past comes back to haunt you...

You never really know how something affected you as a child until it comes back on your own child.My daughter received a phone call from what is supposed to be called a Father, when I heard a baby in the background calling him Daddy, I of course asked who it was and he said"My son". Yeah he got married in July and his wife's son is calling him Daddy, not that this is a bad thing but the fact of the matter is he can't even be a father to his real children, or take care of them financially, but yet he can take care of someone else's. Do you know how this made my baby feel? I do, I've been there, it makes you wonder what is wrong with you that your own father can't even treat you like his but can do this for someone else. Don't get me wrong, she has a wonderful Daddy that loves and adores her, but it just makes you feel like shit...Her Daddy wanted to go rip his heart through his ass to show him how it felt when he found out last night.I guess that old saying " Anyone can be a father but it takes someone special to be a Daddy" rings true in this case..And I hope her father always looks back and wonders what a special young lady he missed out on, because thanks to her Daddy she will have it all....